I am crazy

Thursday is coming, but all assignments not done yet. All about thousands of words, I am so lazy to start it. Wasting my time to enjoy the sunset, sounds nice, but in deep of my heart is such a disappointed and lonely. I am now so desperate to buy a new phone so can I take picture and record something memorable. The management first assignment, I have failed, but my friend Kai Boon never trusted that is truth, because I am the one guide him to finish his assignment and he get distinction yet I failed. Sometimes, things just happen unpredictable, nobody know what will happen next, everything can become upside down may be just in a moment and no one will be able to explain why.

The assignment result for management have came out, I found out that i get grade F1 [Failed, grade before pass]. When I knew that i failed, I am felt so bad. At the moment, I am totally heart broken. What a sad day...

Start my second individual assignment of marketing at 11 a.m, but about 15 minute later i fall asleep [like a pig]. Then i only wake up at 3 p.m to have my lunch, and after that i continue doing my assignment at 4 p.m then done at 5 p.m something. Anyways, my whole body's muscle still pain and not yet recover because the beg i brought back yesterday at lease 20 kg. T.T...

After I have attended the prize giving ceremony, I get the grand prize [nothing difference just have extra files and pen. =.=]. In the evening, I have to rush back to Bentong, I had to bring two heavy bag which contain my books and laptop walk to ktm station, really very tired till all my cloths wet of my secondly school friend at Titiwangsa bus station.

I follow my friends Carmen, Hui San, Tommy, Juan and Phang go sing karaoke at New Way after we go for the career talks [main purpose =take goodies. Hehe...] then we go singing at karaoke from 2 something till 7 something o. I observe that Phang always sing those sad songs, I also do not know why, all those sad songs made my mood down. I am very tired, go there for listening them sing and of course I sing also. Do not knowing the reason, tis is the second time i go karaoke but I do not have mood to enjoy. However, we have take some picture at there.

Morning after marketing lecture once again i follow Boon Hua's BMW X5 to USJ. This time Tom [Boon Hua] bring me to USJ to have my lunch -Dim Sum. A lot of Tom's friend are following [female friends], two cars use to fetch 7 people each car. Haha... There are 12 girls and 2 guys included me, we have order a lot of Dim Sum, porridge and some of us order Loh Mai Kai. It was so long period of time I never eat Dim Sum already, all the foods is so nice. Anyways, while I am enjoy my foods I am realized some of my friend very quiet and I am worried of her. So happy can have my lunch with so many friends. And then I am think it was a bit expensive, Rm 10. However I am satisfied with it because of who I have my lunch with not because of the meal, but the meal is not bad.

Just so lonely as normal, Tuesday is always the day of marketing short quiz. My short quiz's result is so inconstant, the first is 1.5, then 3.5, follow by 1, fourth week was only o.5 [cry] but then last week is 4.5 and for this week I am confidence to get higher score. At the same time, we have our group presentation as well. A friend of mine, Christina Lim I am was impress with her presentation, she is my group representative for this week. The day before the presentation she told me she not sure what to do, then I am a bit worried for her, but she able to present it well. No wonder she was one of the highest scorer for our first individual assignment among all UniSA students. After marketing tutorial class, we have two hours of block lectures, then we are given a period of three hours break time [It was so long] and I am only the one walk lonely because I loss all my friend's track, and some of them are having fun at Carefour [a hypermarket in Subang Jaya]. So sad to know ab

T.T... Lecturer finish at 7 p.m. very tired. Every break time sure have students leave the lecture hall, where got people can hold on for 6 hours lecture? Anyways, I am attend it until the lecture ends, so tired. During the first 2 lecture hours, I am admit that I am fall asleep. Haha... But then the next 4 hours, I am searching for someone every minute unawareness and remind about what my friend told me in the morning. On the same time, I realized that i have a extra ordinary ability. I able to searching for a person, listening to lecture, response to lecturer, analysis people personality and breathing at the same time. I feel so surprising the first time i can pay attention totally to all the thing in a same time, but one thing i do not like about it is concentrate on so many thing in a same time made me feel like time run so fast. So fast i need to leave already. Haiz...

I am happy that Mak have found back his watch and a girl that i like chat with me today. Anyways, I am now feel very tension because I am just realized that i have a lot of homeworks have not done and do not know how was my group preparation for this week marketing presentation going on. So stress, I am wish that if I have extra time to settle all my homeworks and assignment.

Today i swim again [actually is playing water only, because i do not know how to swim.XD] but then a while only. A girl, who i do not know how she looks like and who is she suddenly msn me and send message saids that she miss me and like me. It was not the first time and it made me so hatreds, is that a joke or whatever? I thinking that she is cheating me. Haiz... Why the one we hope they will say like us never said so but always there are other said so to us? Then my new roommate who just arrive here last night, go shopping with friends for whole day [wai kye] he is such a nice guys but i can guess how lonely he was when mixed up with all house mate that converse in other language. Anyways, i am going to spend more time with him so he not lonely, at lease thats what i can do to decrease his loneliness.

Today I have presentation, and I saw something disgusting and get scold by someone a bit dumb. After that, me and my friend [ Tommy, Mak , and Juan] went back to Raub to settle some problems. Then we stop by Mak's village and we able to spend our time in the half waterfall river to play water. At the same time, Mak's old friend as known as Roti and Chui Ting also follow, we have such a fun time to enjoy, it was so nice until i do not want to leave~ After that, on our way to Subang they have a visit to my house. Anyways, it end up with Mak's watch missing. Haiz...

Haiz... Today i am actually do not want to wake up, but i am still wake up go to library do my management assignment and for discussion for the Starbucks assignment. However, only two girls of my group turn up in library. Sometimes, i wondering what i have done until she so do not like me, anyways is ok. Today is so lonely, none of my group member attend the lecture today so i have to sit myself; the worst thing ever happen is I chosen by teacher to read out a text. Anyways, one thing that i can convince myself to not disappointed was that i meet a girl and she got online today. She is so cute, I m feel not so bad mood already when i meet her even for a second, and she on lining and we chat a lot, it made me feel so much better~ i know more about her today~ hehe~

16/4, wednesday Finally, i have my own blog. Anyways, one more thing i not satisfied , I feel that my blog url a bit weird and not perfect enough. Thanks to Carmen, she help me a lot in naming of my blog. She is true frinend of mine, first time there are a person helping me so much in my responsibility on something and caring of me. However, i am wondering what to do with this blog afterall. I never write blog before, so now a bit crazy.