I am crazy

11st of June is Boon Hua birthday, we had give him a lot of supprise. Early morning, me, bh's friends and bh go Little Taiwan have our lunch, then when we finish and going to leave, at the same time Princess bring a cake which brought from Secret Recipe and celebrate with bh, he really supprise. After that we go to library to do revision, and i am playing Maple. [Too Ego...XD] At the night, bh's friend said want to have dinner with him and Mun Yi, then Mun Yi ask me to join. At the moment, i am feel like a bit strange and on our way walk to TBS [bh's friend fetch us thr, but change location cos she take wrong way] me and bh saw Tommy, Mak, Carmen and Hui San at Tommy's hostel, then i thought they prepare the gifts to bh [ a Billabong cloths which we buy last month] and the thing i wondering is when they will only give the gift to bh? But then i do not want to think much about it because a bit tired, due to reason i am only eat bread for my lunch at Little Taiwan. Then w

What Siah Tiong Yao Means You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Wake up early in the morning, prepare to go library to do revision with Boon Hua and Hui San. However, few minute after wake up Boon Hua call me said he might be late then i go library at 10 but it was public holiday, so embarrased. When i am going back i meet BH at ground floor of library he told me that is ok, he will go my house to play DOTA 1st. He added that 12 he will go Sunway Piramid, he will bring me also and introduce me a friend of him and HS, who also a best friend of Carmen. It was unfortunately for BH cause he accidently hit something, but he manage to clean the track [of course not totally]. Then the interest part is the first time when i meet Queenie, the first image of her to me is that she is mature, cool and nice. She bring her sister with her that time, but when get with her for longer time i observe that she is controlled by her sister. Firstly i shy to talk and only observing them [BH,HS and Queenie] but then do not know the reason, i began to talk with her. After

After suffering for 2 days, with my body swelling 150% than my normal size, i have finally recovered. Thanks a lot to my friends, dad, uncles, and my laptop, who support me when i am was sick. Because of the illness i cannot sleep well for 2 days, and because of my body swelling bigger, some part of my cuts are spilt into two and body and skin is pain. However , i am feel very happy that i not need depends on any medicine to cured and it was nice, even some of my friend who taking injection and medicine still haven recover yet.

last night, i got a strange illness which looks similiar with allergy, but in white color version it become more serious when i going to sleep. in the midnight of thursday, i am totally cannot sleep because of this illness, it feeling like burn my body, itchy and pain. the feeling is more worst than anything, i am think go hell better. but it give me a brief image how i will look like when i become fat, i looks more handsome [hehe...to be honestly quite handsome de lo]. may be it just simply of sick, or it might because of something else, such as punishment or curse.

nearly, the image of chaos that i saw on that days is disturbing my mind. it is hard to believe what i have saw, it was so terrible until i cannot forget about it till now. what does it mean? even myself also do not know about it. sometimes i found out a lot of thing, but i am still cannot identified which is true and which is false; which is real and which is fake. the more i think about it the more confusing i am. last night is the 1st time i step in to cinema, a lot of 1st time is uncountable, is that any meaning? a movie that i watch is so meaningless to me, it is one of the horror movie, but for me there are a lot of question marks here and there. i wondering, the end of the other end is more complicate or is more easy; the more i observe, i found out i knew more, but sometimes i feel that the more i observe, i found out i knew lesser. anyone please tell me what is happening around us now? the more i want to reach perfection the more i saw the weakness? chaos? confusion? and is th