I am crazy

Atlast, no more assignment for this sem, but then i need to get prepare for this sem final exam. 3 more week to go, i thought just a while i enter 1st sem, who knows it will end up soon. It was true that everything have weakness, i discover the weakness of all my "geng" member. Although one of them is mr nice guys i also knew what his weakness. haha... However, i am still hope our friendship will not end forever. And, good luck to you all [ofcos me also la... >u<] for the final exam. No! is good luck for everything what we do. ^^

Finally, most of the assignment are duel. Wake up at 8 am, but sleep back till 10.30. After a series studying of the guideline for ADA assignment, i am still cannt get what it want, especially when i refer to the template B it make me more confusing. I am feel totally lost in somewhere that i do not know where is it. From morning until evening i am still duno what have i done for the whole day.

What can i do? Nearly I am so stress of my assignment, total requirements are at lease 6000 words assignment need to due on the same day. OMG, all due in next tuesday. Sorry to my dear friend, today because I am was too stress I be cool. Sorry ya, Eng Sim and Phang. Please forgive me... I am really cannot hold more longer. Wish that everything end faster.

Just finish my group assignment part for comparison between the issue and text. At the same time during i doing my power point, I am comparing my life last year and current year. Last year I am always stick with my house mate, it was not because of I like my house mate it was just because I do not like my course mate. My course mate are so realistic, and i do not like the way of they treat people, it was so fake and self-centered. They only will treat u nice and with u only with condition when u are useful to them and they need your help. Compare with current year, I am feel so relieve. It was because that I have meet my current course mate. I am will not admit that they are 100% nice and kind, sometimes they might do something we never expect, but for sure that they will ever never purposely treat us not good and be worse than my last year course mate. And this current year I have began to keep a distance with my house mate, because they are not as good as my true friends [current cou

I am leave lecture hall during the break time because I am think that it was pointless. Then i go library to meet Boon Hua, and wait for Hui San, then we go to have our breakfast. 1 o'clock we go sing karaoke [Boon Hua, Hui San, Carmen, Tommy, Mak, Victor and Jordon]. It was so fun, we back at 7 p.m. I am feel so happy today. However, I am feel like a bit weird, just like something bad will happen. It was true, somehow my house mate pour water on my phone, laptop, and pencil box. Luckily my laptop survive, but my phone spoil already. Feel so sad, i loss all my friend 's number. T.T...

Just finish my lecture for marketing, me and Carmen go find Tommy, then we have lunch together. At 3 p.m we have our Managing Communicating Business [MCB], I pass by notice board at fifth floor and realized that I am really get lucky draw for the career talk last time, actually my friend told me yesterday just I do not believe them. After MCB tutorial class which end up 30 minute early than normal because of our tutor are sick, and we go to Mid-Valley. In Mid-Valley we [Christina, Tommy, Carmen, Boon Hua and Hui San] go a lot of shop, and i realized that Christina knew so much on luxury products [next time if i do not know marketing stuff about luxury goods sure i know who to find. Hehe...joking only]. We went to other shop and Zara shop. Inside the Zara shop me and Tommy go test cloth at the male section and Christina, Carmen and Hui San went to female section [Boon Hua is missing at that time, and I am searching him and failed]. I find a jacket that i like quite much, but then when i

Today Christina have ask me a very meaningful question, she ask who do u trust the most in this world? Is that your own father? This question really trick me. Even myself also unable to determined it, because I am not even trust my own family. Funny right? This remind me about an old friend of mine [Wai Sim] she have said that even believe, in between still have a word of lie. What is believe? Is that really important? For me, it was really important to determined are the person responsible or not. The level of trustworthy is based on the level of responsibility. Need a person to believe another they must take the first step, but most of the time people will get use of this chance to modified, in another word to use this naive person. In this world there are nothing perfect, no one dare to said that he or she will totally trust a person. Responsibility are needed to believe a person. What do i mean? Nice question to ask. When you trust someone you need to responsible for your action of

A friend of mine told me this and i very agree with her, because last time another group friends of mine behave same and even my house mate. She say: 原来一直以来我都错了 , 原来在这个世界上已经没有了 " 好人 " 了 , 他们都绝种了 。 原来不是你对人家好他就会对回你好的 ； 天真的是我自己而已 , 明明他已经摆出一副很讨厌你的样子了 , 那为什么那还要去惹他们啊 ? 我知道 , 这一切都是我自己拿来的 , 你当人家是好朋友 , 可是人家呢 ?人家当你 屎都不如啊 ... 熟语说得好 ：" 飞蛾扑火 , 自取灭亡 "。 呵 ... 我终于都了解了 ... 无论你对人家多好 , 他们始终当你是他们的 " 功课棋子 " 而已咯 , 现在这个这么现实的社会里已经没人当谁是好朋友了 , 现在这个社会中 , 你不害人就轮到别人害你了 。 话说回来我还要感谢他们让我上了这一堂宝贵的课 , 不然我可能到现在还是傻呼呼的去对别人很好 , 当他们是宝 , 当他们是最重要 , 最要好的朋友呢 。 从这一分这一秒开始 , 我发誓 , 我不会再那么傻 , 那么白痴 , 在这个世界上再也没有一个人能让我相信 , 让我依赖了 。 How much u know about human beings behavior and the reality? I knew a lot~ For those my true friends, take care~ I am hatred with this kind of situation already and i knew it was hurts.

My dad, suppose come here to visit me today, because he have one day holiday, but he is not coming because my mom have something to deal with. Because of this, I have miss a lot of opportunities to being with my friend. Thus I am only able to go no where, it was really bored.