这一段时间，闷得要死了。很多东西还是不明白，另一方面却很不舍得。书也读完了，脚步总是不断的前进，却不知道到底什么才是我的推动力；只知道我一定要向前走，停不下脚步。小时候东西不懂，可以问人，问老师；现在却完全不懂要问谁了……
方向感还蛮好的我却在人生的道路上完全的迷惑了，老了吧，模糊了，看不清了……方向…………到底哪个方向才是真确的道路？到底哪个方向才是我该走的？这一条路，人生的路，万一错了就很难回首了~
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Friday, April 9, 2010
2pm, Heartbeat
Intro:
This is another Koreans songs that so called 'nice and fluent lyrics' as in my opinion that Koreans songs usually having some song lyrics with some 'sudden promotion' of their own singer to publicize their bands or singers? perhaps. somehow, heartbeat is a song that i didn't heard this sort of 'promotion and publication' and having such a nice lyrics.
Let's enjoy the song~
sorry cause no the actual translated lyrics, because the lyrics i get is kind of wrong define or lacking some sentences so i try modified the inaccurate lyrics and translate it. enjoy~
Lyrics:
can you feel my heartbeat
the heart that you trampled on is still beating towards you,
no matter how hard i try to forget
even when i try to meet other girls,
the moment i turn around i only thinking of you,
no matter how much i try to convince myself,it is all hopeless effort cause my heart won't listen.
why do you make my heart broken,
why am i still acting foolishly?
in my mind i can't understand why, in my heart i just doesn't know why,
i'm holding on to you and don't want to let go.
i'm still feels like you're just beside me.
i not believe in farewell, and i won't believe we done it,
no matter who i meet, my heart won't fully open, and it always keep you a place,
there's no ways you will come back, but why am i keep believe that you might come back,
are why my heart still believing? why it doesn't listen?
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
my heart doesn't i know that it's over. i don't understand why i'm like this?
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
it still hurts whenever i thinking of you.
every time my heart beats, i thinking of you.
i must forget. i have to forget in order to live on
i have to erase the memories. if i don't, i'll die
stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming
she's gone, gotta be moving on
she gone. she won't come back. she doesn't think of you.
she doesn't know that i'm waiting for her,
she's lives happily without knowing,
she already forgot about me, completely erased our memories,
why can't i do the same
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
my heart doesn't know it's over, i don't understand why...
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
i'm still pain when i thinking of you. Every times my heartbeat i remember...
my heart is beating.
my heart is beating.
my heart is beating.
my heart is beating.
This is another Koreans songs that so called 'nice and fluent lyrics' as in my opinion that Koreans songs usually having some song lyrics with some 'sudden promotion' of their own singer to publicize their bands or singers? perhaps. somehow, heartbeat is a song that i didn't heard this sort of 'promotion and publication' and having such a nice lyrics.
Let's enjoy the song~
sorry cause no the actual translated lyrics, because the lyrics i get is kind of wrong define or lacking some sentences so i try modified the inaccurate lyrics and translate it. enjoy~
Lyrics:
can you feel my heartbeat
the heart that you trampled on is still beating towards you,
no matter how hard i try to forget
even when i try to meet other girls,
the moment i turn around i only thinking of you,
no matter how much i try to convince myself,it is all hopeless effort cause my heart won't listen.
why do you make my heart broken,
why am i still acting foolishly?
in my mind i can't understand why, in my heart i just doesn't know why,
i'm holding on to you and don't want to let go.
i'm still feels like you're just beside me.
i not believe in farewell, and i won't believe we done it,
no matter who i meet, my heart won't fully open, and it always keep you a place,
there's no ways you will come back, but why am i keep believe that you might come back,
are why my heart still believing? why it doesn't listen?
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
my heart doesn't i know that it's over. i don't understand why i'm like this?
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
it still hurts whenever i thinking of you.
every time my heart beats, i thinking of you.
i must forget. i have to forget in order to live on
i have to erase the memories. if i don't, i'll die
stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming
she's gone, gotta be moving on
she gone. she won't come back. she doesn't think of you.
she doesn't know that i'm waiting for her,
she's lives happily without knowing,
she already forgot about me, completely erased our memories,
why can't i do the same
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
my heart doesn't know it's over, i don't understand why...
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
i'm still pain when i thinking of you. Every times my heartbeat i remember...
my heart is beating.
my heart is beating.
my heart is beating.
my heart is beating.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Honey~
I really do not know how to express my feeling through words now~ just~~~ i want to say: I LOVE HONEYS~ ^^
Sunday, March 21, 2010
maple/ readings/ social?
maple, maple, maple!!! cannt lvl up? TnT
readings, readings, readings!!! when only can finish? T^T
social, social, social!!! how to social? T.T
readings, readings, readings!!! when only can finish? T^T
social, social, social!!! how to social? T.T
Thursday, March 18, 2010
currently~
时间过得真快，转眼间我就快毕业了～ 还记得想当多期望可以做工但现在又期待读书～世事难料～
因为最近忙得不可开交就得长话短说了，记录些难忘，可爱又美丽的回忆～
13-14 march~
在education fair 名以上是做students helper,可是却变成consultant了～ 很好玩也很高兴能认识那么多难得的朋友，auntie，和一个知心朋友～ 原来人也有好的一面，却令我内心产生了矛盾……
auntie 呢就说多希望有个像我那么懂事的孩子，可是我想说难道要比看谁比较乖吗？孩子在父母的心中总是不懂事的不是吗？可是却还是很渴望他们能更好～就是这样的啦，人嘛～总不会满足总不会珍惜的～
知心朋友难寻，我看到的却不是我想要的，人总有看错人的时候～想不到他的朋友才是我想找的人～我觉得有点可惜因为分开前我却没跟他说过一句话，可是也很开心因为还能认识他与他挥手bye bye还能保持联络呢～ ^^
15-16 march~
天天迟睡就为了那些无聊的readings 还得我行尸走肉的～还得我朋友还以为我emo ～ == 好心啦，本大爷emo 都是为了那个傻傻的readings～
17 march
天啊，我傻到去死读article 就是为了明白他， 还得睡不够， test的时候写了一半shan lung竟跟我说可以看纸做的，真的气死我了！！！
上课blur blur 的 presentation 时自己都不懂自己present 说什么，老师就说： class, listen~ start from next week, whoever group with this guys must let him be the one to present for the whole sems!!! 哇靠，冤枉啦～我并没有那么差啦，只是还睡不醒不懂怎样present而已啦！！！ 随便啦，真金不怕火，present 就present 咯～才没怕过～～～
18 march
救命啊～要我拿3个不懂的journal article 来写 1 页而已的discussion， 怎样哦？ 1页够我画画哦？ 那么少～～～ 可是读的时候就拿我的命了！
因为最近忙得不可开交就得长话短说了，记录些难忘，可爱又美丽的回忆～
13-14 march~
在education fair 名以上是做students helper,可是却变成consultant了～ 很好玩也很高兴能认识那么多难得的朋友，auntie，和一个知心朋友～ 原来人也有好的一面，却令我内心产生了矛盾……
auntie 呢就说多希望有个像我那么懂事的孩子，可是我想说难道要比看谁比较乖吗？孩子在父母的心中总是不懂事的不是吗？可是却还是很渴望他们能更好～就是这样的啦，人嘛～总不会满足总不会珍惜的～
知心朋友难寻，我看到的却不是我想要的，人总有看错人的时候～想不到他的朋友才是我想找的人～我觉得有点可惜因为分开前我却没跟他说过一句话，可是也很开心因为还能认识他与他挥手bye bye还能保持联络呢～ ^^
15-16 march~
天天迟睡就为了那些无聊的readings 还得我行尸走肉的～还得我朋友还以为我emo ～ == 好心啦，本大爷emo 都是为了那个傻傻的readings～
17 march
天啊，我傻到去死读article 就是为了明白他， 还得睡不够， test的时候写了一半shan lung竟跟我说可以看纸做的，真的气死我了！！！
上课blur blur 的 presentation 时自己都不懂自己present 说什么，老师就说： class, listen~ start from next week, whoever group with this guys must let him be the one to present for the whole sems!!! 哇靠，冤枉啦～我并没有那么差啦，只是还睡不醒不懂怎样present而已啦！！！ 随便啦，真金不怕火，present 就present 咯～才没怕过～～～
18 march
救命啊～要我拿3个不懂的journal article 来写 1 页而已的discussion， 怎样哦？ 1页够我画画哦？ 那么少～～～ 可是读的时候就拿我的命了！
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
nice drinks
the best drink i ever drink before~ do not know what is it? no, this is not a mineral water, but a lemon drink. the original lemon drink i have drink it >u< it was so nice, so i put in water to make it again [so desperate for it] but the taste was totally different from original one. i am seriously like it, because it was made by someone for me, i am so appreciate it because she made it for me and the drink was so nice. ^^ it brighten my day~ thanks u so much~ can i have some more? >U<
Thursday, September 24, 2009
星期四
今天是星期四，这已经是第四天在文东了，因为星期日我和家人去五叔的家在Port Dickson。在那儿，全都很开心尤其是那些小孩子，可我觉得没什么好开心的，或许我已经不再是那调皮坏蛋的啊耀了，或许经历太多了有点累了，也觉得日子很无趣。人总是很矛盾，很虚假，我说我没感情了，没有任何希望了；但我自己却时常为了些小事耿耿于怀，说却总是希望着什么。我常常中说自己没得救了，不想在现实留下任何关于我的痕迹，可是我去拚命的做得更好希望有人了解我，希望有谁会珍惜我。我望着窗外，回忆起一些往事，可是发现原来我得开心事是如此的少，期待着……我到低期待什么？我……到底想怎样啊？很可悲对吧？现在连那个从我回来那么久都不要下雨的天空竟然都下起雨来了，这是说它也同情我吗？或是想告诉我会有奇迹的？
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