nice drinks

the best drink i ever drink before~ do not know what is it? no, this is not a mineral water, but a lemon drink. the original lemon drink i have drink it >u< it was so nice, so i put in water to make it again [so desperate for it] but the taste was totally different from original one. i am seriously like it, because it was made by someone for me, i am so appreciate it because she made it for me and the drink was so nice. ^^ it brighten my day~ thanks u so much~ can i have some more? >U<

星期四

今天是星期四，这已经是第四天在文东了，因为星期日我和家人去五叔的家在Port Dickson。在那儿，全都很开心尤其是那些小孩子，可我觉得没什么好开心的，或许我已经不再是那调皮坏蛋的啊耀了，或许经历太多了有点累了，也觉得日子很无趣。人总是很矛盾，很虚假，我说我没感情了，没有任何希望了；但我自己却时常为了些小事耿耿于怀，说却总是希望着什么。我常常中说自己没得救了，不想在现实留下任何关于我的痕迹，可是我去拚命的做得更好希望有人了解我，希望有谁会珍惜我。我望着窗外，回忆起一些往事，可是发现原来我得开心事是如此的少，期待着……我到低期待什么？我……到底想怎样啊？很可悲对吧？现在连那个从我回来那么久都不要下雨的天空竟然都下起雨来了，这是说它也同情我吗？或是想告诉我会有奇迹的？

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处女座

处女座表面上快乐开朗，其实心里多半比较痛苦。他们似乎可以轻易地忘掉昨夜痛彻心扉的哭声，不知不觉地进入第二天乐得合不拢嘴的状态。处女座的痛苦多来自于家庭的不合和在友情、爱情上的失意。处女座表面上可能会给人小气自私的形象，但实则是不了解他们的人的误识。他们如果显得很小气的话，也许是因为他们的极其慷慨曾招来些对自己的伤害，因此他们在找到　一个真正他们认为值得一交的朋友，而那个人也对他无半颗私心前，只能是被自己天生的心软、善良牵制着，畏缩地给予别人帮助，以致于形成小家子的假象。唉~~~~
处女座的友情：，他们渴望精神上的交流、内心世界的彼此了解，他们视友情为达到这一目的的最不可缺少的途径。处女座很少有向亲人 吐露心声的机会，因此，朋友在处女座眼中更是显得尤为重要。而交上处女座的人也绝不会吃亏，但处女座的人一生却很难得能遇到知心的朋友，这也就使处女座的 人的心事不断的积压下来，久而久之，他们很少向别人透露自己的心事，这种痛苦源于他们需要一个100%的纯洁友情。当处女的朋友又搭上另一个人时，他们只 会沉默，用拼命工作之类的事情来麻木自己，掩盖自己的寂寞和失落。庆幸的是处女座是一个非常和平、不记仇的星座，他们不会为此对你进行报复，即使为之，那 份量也是微不足道的。因此作为处女的朋友，如果俩人的确是难得知己的话，最好你应该花大部分时和处女座者相处去让他们明这一点，而不是莫名其妙地甩下他们又搭上另一个人。
处女座的爱情：处女座的爱情多被定义为内向、害羞。而我却不这么认为，他们内心其实很狂热，而且由于他们在为人处事方面的IQ低得要死，甚至完全可以是像《一吻定情》中相原琴子一样的人。由于他们不轻易表露自己的痛苦，整日被张笑脸笼罩这，活泼的形象会浮现于他们爱情世界的表面中。处女座的我行我素作风是因为处女座会认为他们本是为寂寞而生，没有人能真正了解他们。自己认为对的事他都可以去做，不屑别人的非言非语，继续表面快乐的生活。而当仰望着朗朗星空时，处女座者却是一个伤感者的角色，他们爱听悲伤的音乐、喜欢广阔的东西，诸如：浩瀚的星空、无垠的沙漠和大海。这时，微微凉风掠过，处女座甚至会觉得这才是人生做到的享受，
处女座的人会沉淀白天对爱情的一股傻劲，着实地看清现实的爱情，不免一阵唉声叹气，这时你会惊讶地发现平日蹦跳不停的处女座也有安静、忧郁的一面。在爱情上，处女座的人既有古典保守的一面，也绝对有开放、爽朗的一面，处女座的人大都有很高的文化道德修养，对一些凡尘俗事能够坦然对待，纵然那个最受伤的人是他们自己。处女座的人情绪变化不太稳定，他们善解人意，能够短时间内进入不同的状态，这可能就是人们俗称的神经质吧！
处女座的爱情观也可能会陷入矛盾中。是因为他们豁达的人生观，他们会认为爱情重在曾经拥有，不求一世拥有。甚至可以拥有很高的更换异性的频率，他们会认为人生苦短，应多领略些异性的风情万种，他们很理智，会把爱情作为生活中调剂品，而非全部，让他们过早得迈入结婚礼堂也多是不太可能的。而另一方面正是由于处女座的极其理智，他们怕受到生活中多余的来自爱情的伤害，他们也会有另一种可以成仙的极端的爱情想法：终身不沾上爱情，拥有友情就已足够了。处女座的人很现实，他们很少有信爱情这东西能天长地久的，他们视之为肤浅荒唐。
处女座的性格很平静，多愁善感，他们身上有很多洁白无暇的优点，如果处女座的人形成一个社会的话，那将是名副其实的乌托邦。但可悲的是他们的这些优点似乎很不合现在这个社会的潮流，他们被称为不懂人情世故，也正是如此，处女座的人的优点只能是被这个污浊的社会给淹没了。
处女座的人外貌上看去清爽，他> 们的眼睛大都不是很大，但很有神，嘴也不大，但很精>> 　　致，笑起来时，哈哈哈，他们的嘴可就不小啦--！哈哈哈……处女座的时间观念是：来得早不如来得巧，他们认为来得早时剩下的时间完全是没必要的浪费！处女座的人多半很幽默，而且非常谦虚，不爱到处张扬，除非心血来潮时。处女座的人一生大都较坎坷和不顺心，他们生活的条件和机遇总不是和他们浓烈的人格魅力成正比。他们很不自信，再加上他们淡然处之的作风使自己在一人走路时显得忧心忡忡，很冷静的样子，不过可恶的是，不了解他们的人说那是耍酷.
处女座宝贝有很高的艺术欣赏水平，他们非常具有审美观，所以对一些事往往要求也很高，但表面漂亮的异性也是可以吸引处女座的！处女座多半对钱较重视，这个很怪，而往往很少得到钱的也是他们。处女宝贝们在某些方面很聪明，他们对365行都有天赋，只要一入门都能熟练掌握，这可能都归功于他们很高的悟性吧！不过如此全能的人，在择业问题上还是个不小的困难呢！处女宝贝们不太重视衣着外表，他们很实际，认为我有内在还怕什么外表差，不到衣服破得实在是不能穿时，他们是很少去购衣的,除非心血来潮时.

simple post, my lovely invertebrate and went to Fraser Hill.

yesterday i came back Bentong, and i saw a new species of interesting new invertebrate that i never see before. then at the afternoon we go to Fraser hill, at the journey going there i am the driver but when coming back i felt tired and my dad be the driver, and then half way my brother say want to drive then he get what he wished. run out of time to revision already, let the see the picture.

the weird invertebrate with head of ants, mouth of spider, legs of cockroaches and body of centipedes.

anyways, i do not know what it is but according to it's shape and it's specific organ and outlook, i guess it is somehow ate cockroaches and should be no harm to human.

see, for me it was so interesting and perfect, hope can feed it. but my parents not allow, and need to revision for exam no time for research it. what a waste, i scare i cannot find it anymore. sad...

shops at Fraser hill, before it should be lot shop at here, but it still in renovating so i do not find any thing to buy here anymore.

another renovating houses?

view of the top of waterfall in Fraser hills, very nice view.

view from front.

view from bottom, according to the tourist, they do not prefer to swim because the time is late about 5.30 and the water was cold.

when going back to Bentong we found some monkey beside the road. when we stop aside, it stand up for us to take photo, so cute~

it look at the camera~

happy till dancing with a whole bread in it's mouth, because we feed it.

however, lot more we miss out to take photo, because they are other types of monkey and birds. all of them is so beautiful and pretty, but unable to take the picture of them because they are too shy and hide when i take out my handphone? somehow, it was a nice journey even though no gift to buy, nothing special to view, but the air is totally clean and unpolluted.

Happy Belated Birthday to Boon Hua.

on some day of year 2008, we became friend. it was so important you know, i know it was hard to get a friend. thats why, i hope that it was a joy for you to having your birthday with meand others. thus, tung boon hua, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to you! i really having fun in your party and learn what the feeling of drink whole tin of beer once [totally not same with wine, so lot gas make me feel like too full until wanna vomit.] it was satisfied me, luckily i choos the right decision to celebrate with you, if i go back hometown on thursday sure i will regret it. because, back hometown can be anytime, but your birthday really one year once only. haha... Happy Birthday o~ keep on working hard by yourself for what you want, hope that you will more independant as you grow older..? and good luck for you final also ya~

special post for darius la.. and going back bentong study hard.

sorry darius for spell your name wrongly in previous post, as it was because i am having short term memory lost what, u knew that right?

one sem once, finally i get the got chance and reason to go back bentong. tomorow i will going back to bentong for a few day trip to study hard perhaps in relax mode. wish that what i plan is going well. however, i still feel tha what a waste for me because unable to go back teluk intan. sad case, anyways sad thing always have happy events as a companion. may be afterall it was a good for me, who knows? and i will miss your guys, for those only miss me also. haha, it was not easy for me to throw all my responsible at subang for a moment, but i do not want to the responsible become my burden, i wish it will be my philopsophy. miss ya~

action is more powerful than words.

some might thought that a word of 'sorry' can cover all the fault they have done, do you really think that 'sorry' is so strong to convience someone that u will not repeat the action again? then i would like to do the same also, 'sorry' sorry not everything. i knew, some feel guilty only say sorry to make themself feel beter. instead of saying sorry but never change; i prefer action taken even though no sorry given. if you knew you are wrong then prove your awareness with action, change the way you behave become better. so do i, i perhaps sometimes most likely to say sorry but it is for all those small cases. in big deal, i would not likely to say sorry because i knew what i did was wrong but i too shy and ashame of myself to say sorry to your all. i will change myself, but i still need to say sorry here, to all those my friends because of my misbehave and stupid action. you want scold me just do it, i will accept it for what have i done. it was my responsible of what i have done, but if you never tell me what have i did wrongly i afraid i will not realize, thus i hope that if anything you just tell me and do not worried how i feel. i will feel glad bacause you correct me of what i did wrong and i know you do that is for my own good. thanks you~ some person who really did comment me before and i appreciate it, i will change my way. ^^ thanks de yang, christina, yee teng, kah weng and darious. you may be forget what you comment me, but i will not forget and i trying hard to change it. i know you just do not want me loss myself, thanks you o~ ^^