sick or punishment?

last night, i got a strange illness which looks similiar with allergy, but in white color version it become more serious when i going to sleep. in the midnight of thursday, i am totally cannot sleep because of this illness, it feeling like burn my body, itchy and pain. the feeling is more worst than anything, i am think go hell better. but it give me a brief image how i will look like when i become fat, i looks more handsome [hehe...to be honestly quite handsome de lo]. may be it just simply of sick, or it might because of something else, such as punishment or curse.