I am crazy

Christina & Jo Ann, sorry o~ may be a bit late, and i am just realized i do not have your picture to post here, so paiseh, hope you will forgive me. Anyways, i am here to wish you Happy birthday to you both o~ wish you both happy forever~ ^^

情人节， 到现在我还是不明白他的含义。 回想一下， 我活了20年， 过了整整20年的情人节， 人都长大了， 思想成熟了， 朋友都说我学习能力好， 可是我怎么学也学不懂情人节的含义。 写了那么多，连我也不懂我要写什么？我只是纯粹的想整新我的部落个还是要写情人节的含义？好多好多的疑问，好多好多的烦恼，想写也写不出，是因为从来没谈过恋爱的关系吗？所以才写不出情人节对我来说是什么？还是因为我不懂怎么爱， 珍惜？ 等失去了才明白失去什么吗？ 我……到底在想什么…… 或许我该先放下这个问题，想不通就待会儿想并不是忘了它[de yang]。也许这样做会好过些。 情人节哦，因该是开心的节日，我不快乐就好，别人是应该快乐的所以就将所有不快乐的给我一个人承担吧，世界才会平衡嘛~或许我还不是时候庆祝吧。但是我还是要祝福你们全部情人节快乐，一定要好好珍惜你的另一半哦~人常常都会失去了才后悔，所以就的珍惜~

new year has passed, i miss lot of things such as the tension of studying, having assignment? and some of the fun together with my gang of DJ and friends. however, i also miss about my family and grandparents also. most of them seems older, i am also start worrying are their health. am i emo-ing now? i also not sure, as people the more you think you understand something or someone, the more you not understand it or them. the conclusion that i learn from my pattern pattern DJ Yang is great success come with great sacrifice. Thanks man~