I am crazy

Christina & Jo Ann, sorry o~ may be a bit late, and i am just realized i do not have your picture to post here, so paiseh, hope you will forgive me. Anyways, i am here to wish you Happy birthday to you both o~ wish you both happy forever~ ^^

情人节， 到现在我还是不明白他的含义。 回想一下， 我活了20年， 过了整整20年的情人节， 人都长大了， 思想成熟了， 朋友都说我学习能力好， 可是我怎么学也学不懂情人节的含义。 写了那么多，连我也不懂我要写什么？我只是纯粹的想整新我的部落个还是要写情人节的含义？好多好多的疑问，好多好多的烦恼，想写也写不出，是因为从来没谈过恋爱的关系吗？所以才写不出情人节对我来说是什么？还是因为我不懂怎么爱， 珍惜？ 等失去了才明白失去什么吗？ 我……到底在想什么…… 或许我该先放下这个问题，想不通就待会儿想并不是忘了它[de yang]。也许这样做会好过些。 情人节哦，因该是开心的节日，我不快乐就好，别人是应该快乐的所以就将所有不快乐的给我一个人承担吧，世界才会平衡嘛~或许我还不是时候庆祝吧。但是我还是要祝福你们全部情人节快乐，一定要好好珍惜你的另一半哦~人常常都会失去了才后悔，所以就的珍惜~

new year has passed, i miss lot of things such as the tension of studying, having assignment? and some of the fun together with my gang of DJ and friends. however, i also miss about my family and grandparents also. most of them seems older, i am also start worrying are their health. am i emo-ing now? i also not sure, as people the more you think you understand something or someone, the more you not understand it or them. the conclusion that i learn from my pattern pattern DJ Yang is great success come with great sacrifice. Thanks man~

Chinese new year just around the corner, my mother also busying on making biscuit. i am always the one 'testing' her cookies. but this time different, since i have promised my 3rd auntie from father side, so this time i had to keep my promise and the cookies need to make by myself. firstly i thought it will be difficult, cause i am those kind of person do not stand on dirty stuff especially those work will make my hand dirty. however, i have done it with my mother helps. And it is looks a bit ugly but is very delicious. first, prepare 300g flour, 200g planta, 50g 'serbuk' sugar and 2 spoon small chocolate chips. then? [my secret recipe, ask me if wanna try to make. haha] here is the picture, my cookies not pretty but delicious. just finish putting chocolate on it. my cookies~ anyways, my brothers heard that i am baking so he also do some, but his cookies look nicer and prettier. only can blame that i am not creative enough. he did orange and strawberry flavour cookies. ...

last monday Queenie, hui san and de yang come to visit me, it was really so suprise to me. however i did made them dissapointed, because i am was so stupid and unable to handle the situation well. it was my fault, as bentong people i do not know much about it. then i go back to melacca at saturday and i reached there on about 5 hours journey. it was not fun at all when going back because the day keep raining and spoilt my mood. however, today i have come to de yang house to stay overnight we will celebrate de yang and mun yi birthday together. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DE YANG AND MUN YI O~

after we do our best in finals, it have come to holidays. 3 month holidays, it is a lot. 3 months time can use to be finish 1 semester. however, i going back to my home and i need to survive 3 months without any internet access again. disappointment are filling my heart now and follow by boredom soon.

final exam is only less than 48 hours from now. however, i am still on relax mood. a few day passed, i have promised to teach my friend and help in revision but after all i do not think i help much. it was because lot unexpected factors and i had sick. just feel like want to faint and flu. it was strange that i totally not stress at all with final exam especially i got one final public relation assignment to due within 36 hours. i am lost myself i think.